It's so difficult at times to feel like you have to walk alone. There are times when it seems everyone else is on track yet you're struggling to get ahead. You're putting your all in yet not receiving much and a lot of things seem to be taken away. I'm often reminded that I can't be like everyone else. I can't place myself in a box of conformity because I was never created to be ordinary. God will meet you wherever you are and speak to your heart because as long as you're in the way you're blocking him from moving. While some things seem ideal we have to know whether or not it's just something we want or if it's what God approves of. I don't want to do anything out of his will. I don't want that job, car, relationship, or whatever else if it's not beneficial to my journey. Stumbling blocks are now my stepping stones because I realize what's coming is too great to compromise. If I'm in his will I'm not worried about what problems I have because I know how magnificent my God is. It's simple you can't fit in when you're born to stand out. That doesn't qualify you as better as anyone else it just puts you in a representative position. You represent those things of Christ. It doesn't mean you will never have fun but be careful to analyze the definition of fun. God much like a parent wants what is best and what may feel like punishment now is only a blessing in disguise. What may feel like loneliness is simply protection. Don't fight it. Embrace the times of solitude for those moments build your strength.